A few months after getting diagnosed, Miriam was scheduled to have an 11 hour surgery to help treat the neuroblastoma by her adrenal gland. The surgery turned into an 18 hour surgery and then into the last hours of her life. On December 18, 2022, Miriam sadly lost her battle with cancer.

Now, nearly two years later, Louna is channeling her grief into an educational and emotional podcast called Out of Order. She chose the name because it is not normal for a parent to lose a child, no matter when they pass away. The episodes feature mothers sharing their personal stories of loss and pain from losing a child, and their journey towards healing. They also touch on the societal challenges these mothers endured, such as the pressure to move on, and the lack of understanding from those who haven’t experienced such a loss. The episodes are emotional, but important, as they help create awareness around the grieving process, which is something Louna hopes people take away from the podcast. Other lessons people may learn from the episodes include the importance of empathy towards grieving parents, not pity, as well the significance of compassion and support. But the most important takeaways Louna hopes for is that people will feel inspiration and comfort, because those are what Miriam’s Get Well cards offered.